Yumi

 

 

The tears pouring while trying to accept things that I wanted to do, but never did.

As the years goes by so fast that I almost loose my mind

Where is this going..?

 

They say I'm smart enough to do whatever I want, yet,

everything I've always wanted never came to life.

I'ts hard to stand by watching my dreams being swallowed by what seems to be,

what the world acutally need in the moment of truth.

 

But this feeling won't leave me alone ever,

because the passion I once had is still burning inside,

makes me crumble out of pain and disapointement of my self...

Why did I let this happen to me?

 

 

 

 

Something is pulling me towards those dreams anyway,

but I see no logic learnt from grownup-schools still trying

to see what's wrong with me as I compare

my colourful self to the rest of this grey world.

 

Standing in middle of my deepest dreams straight from my heart

and my responsibility as a living being coliving with other living beings,

pulling strongly from both sides trying to win me over.

 

Almost ripping my skin, I'm still in the middle and

still afraid too scared to choose out of fear of being

on the wrong side and still too confused to take action..