Some wierd dreams huh..
I had a dream this night.
I was at home in my fathers place and was offered a place in a some kind of model-job position in Japan in Kyoto, so I took the oppurtunity and satarted packing all the stuff required to bring to this place. I remember my father stood behind with the traveling cost and food money. Said and done everything was packed and fixed, now I only needed to wait for the plane, which I will take tomorrow. When the early morning arrived I couldn't help myself but to hurry up and try to be ready to go to the airport as soon as possible, but things started to happen as the time went by, I couldn't find my wallet no matter how much i searched for it, and my sister was present in the kitchen with me and she simply couldn't stop talking to me, so I missed one, two, three busses because of these wierd events. It was hard for me, because when I was on the fourth buss, I noticed that it didn't take the usual route so when halfway to the airport I saw the clock ticking faster and faster and then the hard truth came by and I suddenly knew that I was going to miss the plane.
I felt like crap.. and went home...
When finally at my fathers place again, he saw my sadness and told me to book a new plane, but I said we cannot afford that much to loose that much if I miss it again, then he said that I should never give up if given the chance for something special and that he will not give up on me no matter how hard it seems to be. Besides booking a new plane so close after was actually cheaper than usual.
So we booked a new plane and went to bed early, and this morning, everything kind of repeated itself, by people driving away my focus and wierd things started to happen while the clock started ticking faster and even faster as time went by (please don't ask how). This time my father was determined to give me a ride to the airport but his car simply wouldn't start, so after a lot of trying to make it start we gave up because after that we would only lose time, where I had to take the bus. Halfway through the way to the bus station I noticed a railroad right in the middle of our plot and I met an old friend from when I went to primary school and she acted a bit crazy like she as well had something really important to attend to. She was very happy to see me and asked a lot of questions about my life today, while I tried to answer her as politely I could and kinda followed her to that rail where there also was a railroad station, I asked if they have finally gotten a trolley car or subway yet, she didn't answer my question that well but she implied that I should accomany her, so I did.
While on this subway-ish thing that had both seats and beds strapped to the roof on every wagon and met two other girls from primary school and they tried to get my attention as well, I really tried to keep up with their conversation as I tried to figure out how far this suwbay-ish thing went and if it was close to the airport, then I noticed that the subay simply stopped and wouldn't go any furrther which i was told from the other girls that a busstation was as near as 15 minutes away, so I started walking with these two heavy bags fully packed with neon-clothing through the thick snow through a forest with a mountain and trees in the way which they did not tell me about. But when half way to the station and saw the clock as it rushed by this time, I missed the flight again..
So I went through the forest and home again...
This time I was really sad and told him it's over, and that we should simply give up, I mean two failures at once feels a bit ...heavy. But my father simply did not give in to what I said. "This is still a very important opportunity" and kept going while I tried to not feel too sorry for my self and dried these burning tears as we booked yet antoher plane.
I spent this night full of wonders.. and it was incredibly hard to fall asleep. But oh so much I tried. This time those times I fell asleep was only for a moment and then I kind of heard the alarm clock going on (this time my real alarmclock) so I tried to wake my self up but fell asleep again, second time I heard the alarm and the same happened once more, and then the third time I heard it, i heard my self saying to me "I must wake up now otherwise I will miss the plane" and this time I woke up in my real world and felt like I was in a hurry. The funny part about this one is at that moment I didn't even realize that i woke my self up from my dream to my reality life, I remember simply waking up and opened my eyes and looking around and then at the clock was 05:00 am and realized that I didn't have to wake up now, and fell asleep pretty fast.
I simply came back to the former dream than in a new one. So I was back in my bed at my fathers place and woke up from that night's sleep and started getting ready, My father insisted to help me get away by giving me a ride and this time everything felt different. Nothing stood in the way before the arrival to the airport. So everything went on smoothly. When finally there we did hurry to the information board we noticed one small detail... The plain didn't go until the next fricken ..morning. While totally stressed out from the earlier days I simply denied going back home again and wait for tomorrow. So I stayed at the airport. Suddenly it was very late and a lot of drunk wierdos appeared to this place. But lucky this place was built-in with a shopping mall, so i simply walked around with my big bags and simply pushed these wierdos away when they tried to approach me. I was soo close to caching up this this plane so i did not let anyone stand in my way. And suddenly these wierdos turned into people from primary school as well. So we talked a little and then I left.
Out of nowhere things started to feel very heavy. I remeber walking in to one of the hairdressing salons and everything warped into a salon as if I were in japan, so this japanese guy came to me and told me "keep the cute jewelries because these will fit the photos on it's peak" as I was surely confused I had to look around a little, this salon was very tiny in size with black on the inside full of wigs in different colours and outside it was a world so hard to describe in detail, but I will try.
When I stepped outside the salon i remember seing everything warping into where i first was in the mall when waiting for the plane, into this wierd japanese plaza whith a lot of neon-deiails, while STILL waiting for that god damn plane. It almost flickered slowly back and forth between these to worlds so I had no clue where I was anymore.
Suddenly I woke up in reality, and seriously though I was in Japan which went on a few minutes until I finally woke up for real and felt like I've been running this whole night.
What a dream huh?