Soultrain
This long and disastrous walk in the darkness have been a true challenge for me. The patterns are all the same.
Everything goes from black to white over and over, like there is some kind of need for me to get broken down and built up in this wierd behaviourous spiral which is slowly moving in the right direction (at least). It’s i’m made of some kind of materia not yet known to human kind. I do sense some kind of meaning behind all this, but it is very painful. Yet I see something I’ve never seen before in my life. The glipse of true miracles are not too far away. My time is about to arrive, I’ll just have to go with my soulish flow.At last.
Everything might fall into place once and for all. After all...
There’s no chance to stop now, because like I’m describing my self, my way of functioning as a human is more or less like a train. So when the speed is on top, there’s no reason to stop, more than learn how find the right timing for when to accelerate and when to hit the breaks, and how much power is needed. As I have been told, a train need more time and a plan about where to stop and when. without this plan, trains usually just keep going until they crash and burn. Maybe you can relate?
Maybe miracles actually do exist?