It’s so quiet, I can not stand it!
Right at this moment, I feel kinda stuck, yet.. So free and calm. I’ve never lived a day without the voices in my head trying to talk me into or out of stuff in life. But today, it’s so quiet that i can not stand it. What am I supposed to do now? Why isn’t anyone or anything trying to stand in my way for success? Why is nothing interupting me? So wierd!
But still i have things to do, build a solid plan for a future income, make a really nice portfolio with both things I’ve made and for my modeling. I’m working out to become even better at dancing, I’m singing regularly and I think I’m starting to find my voice and way of expression as well, still learning about psychology to such an extent that make me understand situations and people even better than ever before, studying programming language and starting to find how i want my looks to be, It feels like I’m starting to ... believe it or not, but I’m starting to find my self ..I think! The list may go on for ages.
This calmness is something I’m definetly not used to.
So ... What now? ...