Heyoka
The only word today which I feel strongly connected to without fitting into the description about.
Heyoka.
I felt it right trough my spine, This is me. But I still can not understand exactly WHY I feel that way. But all the information I've received is pointing right at me like I'm exposed to the fact that I've been hiding from the responsible and all it takes to be one. Always tried to be "someone" to fit in and not being too much watched by the ones here on earth.
Now I do understand why though. It IS the path of a Heyoka, at least my path. Running away, hiding, trying to behave and look like someone else, always living in the shadows of mirroring simply because it's by this path, that will lead me straight to the answer of WHY.
Even though I may be a Heyoka, I'm a shy and an elegant one. With such grace fooling around like no one's watching with diamonds in my hair. Somewhat new and hi-tech, but still outrageously random and in the middle all the time of all perspectives.
Wow, such an adventure. Just losing myself to my ...true self, the core of everything. Leading me towards MY ONE THING for the future. And I must say. "Oh my! Such impressive work of art".