Thoughts...
Yesterday I was wondering, where am I going... I’m heading towards the goal I’ve made thousand years ago. Still do I use the same thinking patterns since I was tiny little cells, from the beginning of my body, from the beginning of becoming what I was made for.
Still.. thoughts that are surrounding my emotions gives me one hell of a time to stay focused. Was I made to have the resposibility of handling questions like these? And why does it feel like the questions are haunting me? Do I have all the answers? Or does my pride play the game of life with me. Or maybe I need this.. How can I know?
Ever since I began giving diamonds from the concrete jungle where I grew up, to every living creature that crosses my path, I’ve never been able to stop. I know it takes a lot of energy, but I think I’m obsessed with it. I know that everyone want a diamond. Because diamonds makes you feel special. And you need to feel special to strengthen you mind, body and soul in order to create your own future, the only future you really want.
Well.. How do I know if I’m that special? How do I know if these thinking patterns really bring me closer towards my goals, my future, my home...?