Yumi

Until that day. When she cries out of fear and anxeity about her future.

As a dark tale about an unhappy woman who never found her peace.

 

Until that day, when she leans towards your shoulder,

having trust in you that you have faith in her.

 

She's opening up. To you..

 

Even though it might be the smallest thing in the world to you. But to her.. I might be the biggest. Once someone did quiet her down to the ground.

She learned as a child that her feelings and needs was made up.

 

An egoistical behaviour..

 

But she never meant to seek attention just because..

She was curious and lively and did exactly what she felt for.

 

The backpain she got from being her self. Was a backpain for life.

She was never prioritized with the doctors..

because she could still let a happy smile on her face.

And therefore she wasn't depressed enough. 

 

She was never enough. She was a total ego built up by pride and fears. One will not ever understand her. Because no one ever did when she was a child.

 

Filled with dreams, smiles and scars from her past.

That turned into guilt, and hopelessness.. but still with her pretty smile. 

 

You may get confused by the meaning of her actions and choises. But learn to let her be. Anything she want's to be.

With glowing eyes and her heart full of desires.

 

Do not turn her down, when she opens up to you. Because you've been choosen to lead her out of this twisted darkness. You've been analyzed and tested, to see if you have the guts to be her choosen one.

 

 

Think twice when she comes closer. Can you really handle it?