Temporary pain...
Darkness is surrounding my soul.. once again, we meet again my fears with pride.
Beautiful sorrow fills my lungs through hope and dreams about the future.
Shattared... by the way that life goes. Once again, I stand here again.
When I start to feel a bit weak, the demon inside my body takes charge.
This demon is trying to tell me something. Recharge, my beautiful lady, Recharge.
Start from the bottom, do not care about performing an act you actually don't stand for.
When the demon takes over, I get frustrated. Trying my best to climb a career that seems to far away from me.
When the demon takes over, I feel too much. If my friends are in pain, I so badly, want to find a solution for them.
When the demon takes over. I Neglect myself. And everybody else. Wether the want me good or not.
Maybe I'm in the middle of a progress. A lot of problems from my former self is disappearing quietly.
The shape I take as a ghost of missery and failure, turning into thoughts that aree almost too deep.
Is this necessary to go through, for me to be able to feel happiness once again?
Maybe I'm having a hard time, Maybe it's temporarily pain.
The birds of calmness and professionalism, that once was flying high up in the foggy, white air.
Are now melting their way through the rain, but it affects them so much that they them selves turns into rain.
But still.. Maybe it's temporary pain...