These little voices
Once again, my thoughts are stealing my time. I just can’t get rid of them, whether I want it or not. They’re always telling me how I should think about everything and everyone. Not as others can see, I’m not completely free in my mind, as much as in real life actually.
Especially every night. Thoughts running through my head in the speed of light. If I ever question their motives, they kinda just.. laugh at me, and ask my about my motives in putting my self under such a pressure when it comes to worldly questions like, saving the world or something.
If listen to them, and really do as they tell me to. I get a lot of information in exchange about simply how life works. Which is pretty cool. But having such connections really makes it hard for me to be here and now, in this dimension.
I often get to know what’s going to happen next and how to deal with coming changes. But sometimes I’m having a really hard time staying focused, and whether or not I should believe their words. Which makes it even harder for me to explain what I’m going through every single day. To believe or not believe? To care or not care? To think or not think at all?